Sunday, January 29, 2006


It's such a gray day.
Looks gray.
Feels gray.
It's gray.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Red Light Green Light

When I am scared I must act.
There is a reason fear is present...
I could either gain or lose.
What I gain is worth it,
If I lose, at least there was that chance.

I could have gained.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006


I hold myself back.
I hold back.
I hold.
I will.
I will myself.
I will myself back.

...change your view.

L Word

Love all or else it is impossible to love at all.
Love myself to let myself be loved.
But most importantly love myself.

Thursday, January 05, 2006


When I was younger I thought that males could pause time.
I imagined them taking advantage of females and we didn't even know.
I was pretty young, so I don't imagine is was sexually taking advantage, but I have a feeling that it might have been. I know I imagined that they could see us showering.
Nothing that I can remember happened to me to make me think this...